September 13 2009 8pm FOX

A piece of my childhood dies.




im pooring out some of Alamo.

UPDATE!!! No one gives a shit sooooo fuck um.

Lets see, whats new?? Well, I moved with my parents, to a new house that is. Yea thats kinda cool, gave them a bunch of money for a down payment, that was pretty cool. I have a girlfriend now, thats pretty cool. Hang out with her alot, but still seems like i dont see her enough. I started collecting vinyl. Such things as Planet Mental on blue, out of 350, first pressing; What We Know on pink, out of 250, Pre-order only; and Punk Rock Song 7" on gray, out of 500. So yea i spend money on that. 3 tattoos in the works. Wasting alot of money. Thats cool. Playing video games is cool. Waiting for school to start. Hopefully gonna be talking classes with people next semester (48077 Socialogy 101 MW 12:30-2). THATS COOL. So yea, life is kinda boring. Maybe ill move to texas. jk.

47/840

Stood in firelight, sweltering. Bloodstain on chest like map of violent new continent. Felt cleansed. Felt dark planet turn under my feet and knew what cats know that makes them scream like babies in night.

Looked at sky through smoke heavy with human fat and God was not there. The cold, suffocating dark goes on forever and we are alone. Live our lives, lacking anything better to do. Devise reason later. Born from oblivion; bear children, hell-bound as ourselves, go into oblivion. There is nothing else.

Existence is random. Has no pattern save what we imagine after staring at it for too long. No meaning save what we choose to impose. This rudderless world is not shaped by vague metaphysical forces. It is not God who kills the children. Not fate that butchers them or destiny that feeds them to the dogs. Itâs us. Only us. Streets stank of fire. The void breathed hard on my heart, turning its illusions to ice, shattering them. Was reborn then, free to scrawl own design on this morally blank world.

Was Rorschach.

Does that answer your Questions, Doctor?

Im sure this video will be taken down sooner than you can see it

Regardless.

You should probably go see Watchmen. But for gods sake please it too. Im not gonna go on an emotional rant about how amazing it is, how much im moved by it, even though i want to.

There are a number of things i dont like about the film; Doc Matt's voice, Rorschach's voice, the subtle story adjustments, gratuitous sex scenes, over doing the blood, and leaving out many of my favorite quotes. Most of all, its only about 60% perecnt of the story. And im telling you right now, you want to see the other fourty percent.

Over all, its a decent film, but Ill say it again, the book tell the story much better. Although, there are two things that I absolutley loved.

1) The soundtrack. Perfect. Either you get it or you dont.

2)

This is Ska

Must Have Monday lol

Shiny Ralts

Shaymin

My two newest members of my Pokemon Family
If you understand the importance of these pkmn, go ahead, put your dick in my mouth, you earned it.

Must Have Monday

Jessica

No really, I must have you.

Get Stoked For This Band

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Members of Life Long Tragedy. And I wanna be here...

Must Have Monday

The Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess

This is my current addiction. I cant remember the last time i put this much time into a game, which is saying alot because i NVR go through games anymore. But this has me hooked. And yes I know it came out like 10 years ago, so fuck you, im late.

To be honest, the story line isnt as intriguing as other Zelda games, notably Wind Waker and Majoras Mask. I still am really enjoying the game play. And my new favorite character...

Gooooooooo Coyotes syke,

This is one of the only picture I could find of my Campus online. Its not Yale. At this school, I waste time. I pretend that I am important, and that girls pay attention to me. Neither is true. I actually go here for one reason. Im trying to not be a loser. Im hoping on day my degree from this school will take me to bigger and better places. Wishful thinking. No but seriously, I love this fucking place. It makes me feel fulfilled. Like Im doing something other than watching King of the Hill reruns and masturbating all day. You all should come hang out here. Fuck unlv, rockstar.

Here is an outline for the upcoming semester...

8am: History 102
This is going to be boring. I plan on leaving this class everyday and shitting/ eating chips

9:10am: Hanging out with Eric Tillman
This will be the highlight of my day. I will also be getting pointers on how to dress cool during this time

9:30am: English 100
In this 5 credit class, I will be forced to write about things I dont want to to write about. And the Professor is the typical aggressive, liberal douche you see in the movies. Ill like him, eventually. This class will be the source of many head aches.

11:40am: Debating to leave campus with Rod and not go to our next class
At this point in time, Me and Rod will Debate leaving campus, even though we still have class. And eat

12:30pm: Oral Communications 101
In this class, I will have the opportunity to get up in front of the class, and fill the room with awkwardness. Not only verbally, but the my appearence.

2pm: Be asleep
I wish I was sleeping right now.

Must Have Monday

Hopefully, this wont be the last "Must have Monday" and ill actually stick with it. Hopefully


Every once and a while ill be at work, or at home, and ill be listening to an album. Well, this happens pretty regularly actually, kinda like everyday. But sometimes that album does more that just make my ears feel good. And sometimes I more than just like it. It becomes part of my history, a masterpiece to become one of the bench marks for a life time.

Blacklisted
Heavier Than Heaven, Lonelier Than God

It hurts to listen to this album. with lyrics like...


"So lost inside my mixed state mental health
We all bury ourselves, when we feel there's nothing left
We don't need Jesus to please us
It's not as comforting as you'd like to guess"

And the repeating end of the song "Matrimony"...


"I just want to love myself
I just want to love myself
Want to love myself"


This is an album about pain, and anger. Its the best hardcore release in recent memory, and a personal favorite.

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Deathwish

Jan 18, 2009

In this Blog, I hope to inform you, the public, about a series of things. Including...

-College Life
-Music
-My stupid Friends
-The Ironies of Life
-And Basically Just Interesting Things.



Please Read.

Tonight will be spent....

@ east side joes
w/ soul control